22 April 2008

At what point in my life will I stop feeling like a kid amongst adults?

I was in a meeting last week and felt a little like, "Why would any of these people take me seriously?" Because, for some reason, eight years of experience isn't enough to feel like I have a real place in this business. Even though that's only a couple of years less than my daughter's pediatrician has been practicing medicine.

That's a trip, too, looking at a doctor's credentials, seeing that she graduated from medical school in 1998, and thinking that you don't want anything to do with a doctor that young. I had to sit back and realize she's actually been practicing for ten whole years. I guess because I can really remember 1998, it seems so not long enough ago.

And, I may have mentioned this before, there are times when I take my daughter to school and feel a bit out of place. But I'm clearly a few years older than quite a few of the moms with older kids. I have a hard time wrapping my brain around the fact that I have a daughter (who is almost a year old, by the way) and that some day she's going to be a teenager and I'm going to be the one setting rules. I guess the engineer in me can't let go of the fact that there is no itinerary.

Okay, that's all the crazy I'll share with you today.

2 comments:

Trisha said...

Enjoy feeling 'like the kid' now because some day you will wonder where it went and wish you were still the kid.a

Jillie Bean (AKA Bubba's Sis) said...

Yeah, I swear I'm still 19.